25/01/2010

Each story is having an end.
I started this blog there was just 1 year, the day of my 35. I made this blog for many reasons. Some of them are personal and will stay personal. This blog was also a different way to communicate with people close or not, to share words, images, emotions, sadness and hope; a little window on my life.
This post is my last. I don't know if it will a definitive thing or just a temporary thing, I just know that right now I will stop and open a new page of the book of my life. each story is having an end, but in life, each end is the sign of a new start.
I hope you took pleasure to read me, I hope it gives you little things more in your lifes as it was a true experience for me. I have to write a new page of my life. This page will not be necessary a blog. I am happy and excited about this new start. Life is a mystery, sometimes sweet, sometimes scarry but the most delicious mystery we can get. I wish you all a beautiful and delicious life, wish you to get pleasure from little and big things life is giving to us !! Thank you all, thank you for all because without you reading my words it would be nothing for me to write...
Love, Séb


PS : I am sure there is many other things I wanted to express in this last post, but it is never so easy to put words on things...

24/01/20010

I love the night, flying with stars...and let one of them, more bright, more sensitive, more dreamy, take my soul on the way of possiblities, of potentials, of unknown experiences, of a life to write...

23/01/2010

One more time, no pic today...
My mind is full of beautiful images, but I still don't know how to connect my mind in USB... It would be amazing to be able to print images we have in mind...directly, in a raw way, without this necesary transformation we make using paint, camera....

22/01/2010

If like for snails we would have our sex in feet, this pic would be very sexual... Wow, very close to be scandalous but I swear I am not a snail ha ha.

21/01/2010

Yes...it was at least be sunny for me today...at least...
Tonight could be a starry night...but I have no control on big and little things of this universe... So, I look at the sky...deeply...at least...

20/01/2010

A full day...but an abstract day...
There is days that you get the feeling to fill them up ....and then you realize that there was a big hole...

19/01/2010

I can't shoot a picture, I can't put words...I can't and don't want.  
Sometimes life is more complex than to make a picture of your day...
Sometimes I just want to listen what I feel inside...I just want to listen...
I listren...

18/01/2010

And then...the silence...

No picture, no word...

But alive...

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17/01/2010

I just watched the last Clint Eastwood...not his best (even if it is much more better than most of movies I watched in my life...)...but with this beautiful and simple idea that to build it is easier if people go in the same direction than use their energy to fight against each others... Bellow, the poem Invictus that given its title to this movie...


Out of the night that covers me,
    Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
    For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
    I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
    My head is bloody, but unbow'd.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
    Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
    Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
    How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
    I am the captain of my soul.


William Ernest Henley

16/01/2010

A day like not even a day...a shadow of a day...a day I was not even sure I had a shadow...

15/01/2010

there is a time to play...a time to live...

14/10/2010

A train is like a story container...
In my daily life..I talk with my daily "contacts"... In a train...in few hours, you will wait..a lot...catch a cold ..maybe...share few sentences with a french girl in love with an american guy (^^), listen to the conversation of tourists from Norway (Of course, I don't understand..but I like the sound...) and then to read a newspaper you never buy, just from looking at the reflect in the window..;)

13/01/2010

When it is snowing there (that is no so common...) , it gives you a conversation topic for people you have nothing else to share with...
- "Do you think the road will be sliding ? - I don't know, but I will come back home earlier in case...."

12/01/2010

It was so early...so unusual for me...
I went to the market before to go to work... It was so cold (even my shitty pic seems frozen... I bought some cheese, a some bread... A market is just a market...but thinking back about it...when I was a child, it was my little Museum of not Modern Art, it was a kind of living museum where I was able to see and take into my hands a little baby chicken that one day I would eat after my father would make it fat and my mother would put it in the oven...

11/01/2010

A good coffee and cig time is not so much about the quality of the coffee nor of the cig...It is about something else, something indefinable...something like...: 
"I loved to have this coffee with you...I could stay all my afternoon to have coffees with you..."

10/01/2010

I know you expected more from this mirror ball...
I know...
But it is a step...Just need to be patient...Ah...patience...I hate this word...
And one day, you will just laugh deeply about my mirror balls project...;)

09/01/2010

This is my new cell phone...
I really love it !! its design, its ergonomy, it is just the perfect cell phone !!
Some of you will tell me that maybe the color is a little bit fancy, but in this world where all cell phones are black, I always know where is mine...;)
Maybe you will think that my mind must be very empty for me to have to create post about fake cell phone which is a true banana. Well, true....;)

08/01/2010

The darkness hunts me in the middle of the winter...
I want to shine again...
To shine from rays of this magic sun I carry into my heart...days and nights...

07/01/2010

Dear Mister Jobs, my dear Steve,

That was my MacBook...

I enjoyed it during several years until I discovered by "accident" that it was not waterproof.
I would be very happy if this tragical end could touch you deeply and make you feel the desire to send me a new one...
You can contact me directly for us to deal with details about sending.

I wish you a happy year full of success and happiness !!!

06/01/2010

Sometimes, it happens that a day at work is so empty of meaning that you feel like there is nothing to show, nothing to say. Today was a day like that.

05/01/2010

Tonight, I am zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
I will dream about...and then will come back as fresh as baby...;)

04/01/2009

Looking back at  Day 4...all is peacefull...magnificiently peacefull...

03/01/2010

I never get tired trying to catch back billions of stars from the sky to keep vivid the magic brightness of your eyes...

02/01/2010

The best place to live on earth ?
The heart of someone you love...
I want to get the heart citizenship...

01/01/2010

...and many other things my heart is big enough, my soul is crasy enough for at least to try....try to not have regrets...

...and I wanted to let last words to an other stubborn guy who tried too...

“I wish you never ending dreams and a wild desire to make some of them come true.

I wish you to love what is to be loved and forget all that has to be forgotten.

I wish you silences.

I wish you birds’ songs when you wake, children’s laughter.

I wish you to resist sinking.

I wish you to stand up to indifference and negative virtues of these days.

I wish you especially to stay you.”

Jacques Brel