One pic...one day...my diary...

5/14/2009

14/05/2009

A detail from a room of the hotel-restaurant...I will work....!!!...;))

Hope all will be ok...

Start, this saturday evening...

A very good news for me, maybe the first little stone of the dream I am building...

I feel happy...even if I can't feel fully happy feeling a mysterious sadness in the air...

12/05/2009

My eye...this eye that make me see and share good and bad things from my life...

5/10/2009

10/05/2009

Ne pas te voir plus que je ne te vois... Je me demande la dette qu'on me fait ainsi payer. Pourquoi? L'amour est triste, bien sûr, mais c'est difficile, au bout du compte, difficile...

08/05/2009

Today, I was awake by a bike race.

I can't tell I enjoy this kind of event...I just can understand the desire to win to get a kiss from the woman who will give the trophy...;)

5/08/2009

09/05/2009

Tonight, I made a little video...a little video about a butterfly flying around a light...

This butterfly could be me dancing, this light could be you shining...

As Oscar Wilde said : "Always reach for the moon, because even if you miss you land among the stars"

5/07/2009

07/05/2009

The silence...

All is so quiet...too much quiet...empty...

I hope I will wake up tomorrow in a new day and feel this silence will be finally broken...

06/05/2009

Tonight I wished I could feed my life with love more than wine...

You can't extinguish ...when it is burning...you can't...

Even if I may burn my wings, I will still go on...

I prefer to die one day burning than to try to froze what I feel...

5/06/2009

05/05/2009

In the night, in the street...scanning a wifi connection because stars were too busy to allow me the soul's connection...

5/05/2009

A last pic from this house I am leaving today... A last pic from this bedroom...this bedroom that was the cocoon of a magic moment of my life... Wish I could live that again..whereever it could be on earth...

03/05/2009

Still preparing my move...packing...cleaning... A move to nowhere...a move with the deep hope to start again...

02/05/2009

Thinking about someone...

Thinking about someone I will never meet...not in this life...

Thinking about someone I wish I could share things in french, in english...

Wherever could be this person now, in the stars, in the air, I wish she could know that I will always take care about a person who is priceless for both of us...

5/01/2009

01/05/2009

I am sure it will be long, difficult,exhausting...I know maybe it will not work...but because I am stubborn man with a much more stubborn heart again, I will do ALL I can to light on the magic again. I am not crazy, I am not blind, I am not lost...I just know that there is fate, stronger than walls built to hide the magic...

4/30/2009

30/04/2009

I am in my move, so a little bit too much busy to have mind for my daily post...;)

4/29/2009

29/04/2009

My life...My desk...My life ?...My desk ?...

4/28/2009

28/04/2009

The eyes are the window of the soul...

This window...the window of my house is showing blue...like a reflect of my soul...

I will live this house in few days...this house that will keep in its stones and walls memories of precious and sweet moments I spent here...of very sad moments too...of moments that were very important for me...

4/27/2009

27/04/2009

Sometimes, I dream I could be a cat...

4/26/2009

26/04/2009

I took this pic very early this morning...

Love make me feel stronger...

Sometimes I just feel weaknesses when love is too far... Am I a weak guy feeling that way? I don't think. Love is the air we breathe...

4/25/2009

25/04/2009

This is not a land art piece...or how people from the countryside can create artwork without intentions.

The fact is that there is many true artworks made with intention to create an artwork that are not better than those things...;)

4/24/2009

24/04/2009

A colored spring day.

Sun doesn't heal all hurts but it helps to forget them...

4/23/2009

23/04/2009

It is done !!! finish !!! behind me now !!!

I was dealing with a bullshit about work since 5 months now.

It is judged. I didn't win, didn't lose, just find back a little bit of my freedom and more peace in me.

All will not be completely perfect now, but at least I can start to deal with the future now...;))

It was not easy for me during this period, and I know I was hurting and not so kind with a lot of

people around me.I wish they could forgive me and look peacefully at tomorrow with me.

4/22/2009

22/04/2009

“People usually consider walking on water or in thin air a miracle. But I think the real miracle is not to walk either on water or in thin air, but to walk on earth. Every day we are engaged in a miracle which we don't even recognize: a blue sky, white clouds, green leaves, the black, curious eyes of a child -- our own two eyes. All is a miracle.”

Thich Nhat Hanh

...Yes, I still breathing, I still walking...still able to get a second chance...

4/21/2009

21/04/2009

As someone who knows me deeply told me this evening...I am a very stubborn guy. Hmmm, ok, I agree...I am from Normandy and people from Normandy have the reputation to be very stubborn. If we were not, how would we able to invide England and to put one of us as the king?...;)

About love, about ideas, about complexity...a guy from Normandy never let things go... Now, you know. You can kick my ass, it will not change anything.

4/20/2009

20/04/2009

A man. A 35 years old man. A man with his dreams, with his feelings, with his hopes. It could be anybody else.

This man, it's me.

My life is a normal life with its up and down, its joys and pains. I am at a big crossroad of my life. In few days, I can lose all; my flat, my car, even maybe this computer I use to write right now. I am not afraid about that. All those things are just material things, things I bought during my life, things I can buy again tomorrow.

The only thing I don't want to lose ever is a very special gift stars gave me. A gift that changed my life, my way to look at life for ever. A gift money can't buy back. A unique gift you can't replace by an other. I will always do all I can to not lose this precious gift. Maybe her eyes will read those words...maybe not...I take you, I take stars as witnesses :

Until my heart will stop to beat...I will fight as a white knight to keep this love alive.