16/09/2009

Track of time seems to be like crazy for me right now...Seconds are like hours, minutes are like days...hours are like centuries...

15/09/2009

A book...and Gould playing the Golberg variations...trying to find more peace...because wherever I am going, I should go in peace...

14/09/2009

I didn't realize it would be so hard to handle...

09/09/2009

Nauseous...
My desires are restricted... Love can't be a cage...nor for me, nor for the other... All turns around me... No weakness...I must be strong...I must be able to find answers...I must be able to fly...

08/09/2009

I am trying to not listen too much my heart right now...but it seems that it is too noisy to ignore it....

07/09/2009

In life, you want to know people you love being happy over all...So, do it, let go, let go to find your way to be happy and when you will come back, if I see in your eyes that you are happy, so you will see in mines that I am happy for you...

06/09/2009

This left shoulder will be strong until my last breath. You should know that on the long road of life, it will be always there if needs...

05/09/2009

The feast of life...
From the bottom of my heart...thank you for the magic of each second we shared...

04/09/2009

And Paris beats 
Paris, which measures our excitement
And Paris beats
Whispers whispers...
Enjoying Paris...my heart beats...

03/09/2009

Patience is a virtue. I am not patient. From being impatient, I can't find sleep. Why to wait and be patient when you are facing a piece of pure happiness ?

02/09/2009

Somewhere in the sky...I know it is...I can't see it...can't touch
it...just feel it...I wish to reach this unreachable happiness...Tonight, I feel a mix a very strong happy and sad feelings...Even if it is for 1 minute, 1 hour, 1 day, I wish enjoy this happiness like an endless thing... Tonight, I am looking at the sky...

01/09/2009

12 big cups of coffee...Some vitamin C...2 energy drinks were needed today...The special kind of diet you need when you want to travel around the sun during a moon time...;)

31/08/2009

The sky was blue... A blue sky is not enough to fill up a day...no, not enough...

30/08/2009

I wanted to write you something special tonight...
A poem...a mix of beautiful words...a wave of sensitivity and sweetness... But there is always too much or not enough words and there is my heart that can be more shy than you could imagine... So, there is no words...just a mix of light on a photograph...but because you can read deeply my soul, you will be able to get what I wanted to tell you over the words...

29/08/2009

This evening, I was reading again my old edition of "The little Prince"...

All religions book I read never made me better, never made this world better... For me, it was this book, writen by a pure heart, that was able to make me love other humans, animal, plants... I think when we search the true, we must try to find it inside ourselves, in other humans, because a god is just the better way to have questions, not the answers...

28/08/2009

Today, I felt the wind form the coast on my skin, my face...

I love this feeling. I love to smell it... The wind from the sea is such a siren's song for me...something that tie me up with this land. I know deeply since a long time that I can't live in an area too much far away from the sea. I can't breath deeply without to feel this wind...

27/08/2009

The cinema...just at the corner of my street...

It is very cool to just have to get out home and to sit down on a comfortable armchair to watch a movie...

26/08/2009

I read somewhere that the cigarette is a portable therapist...and it just made me think that a kiss is a portable feeling of life and eternity....

I should use less my lips to smoke and more to kiss...

25/08/2009

This afternoon, I worked with out of my window the haunting music from a gypsy jazz band playing outside...

I just went out for a short, the time to smoke a cig and to enjoy the moment under the sun...I just wished I could be on holidays this afternoon...

24/08/2009

When I don't dream, I run...and when I don't run, I swim...

I swim around 4 hours a week and make around 1.56 miles each time... So, I guess that I can cross the ocean from east to west in 100 days... Well, as I told you, beside to run and swim...I dream...;)