Today, I didn't have really time to shoot...The only pic I took was the outside of a chinese restaurant while I was coming back home...
So just to not let this day without pic, I just made a shoot of myself, tired, but alive...
Tired but still having hope...still having trust in love..trust in stars....
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ReplyDeleteGod, Seb. Men like you, who can have anyone they want, scare me. My friends would say "look in a mirror", but I'd never believe them.
ReplyDeleteThen one summer, we were all lounging in the grass by a lake, and I caught his eye. He walked over and took my hand "I want to know you, I watch you all the time." We took the path around the lake, and I moved in close. The smell of his leather coat was intoxicating, and his blonde hair moved in the wind..
I created this blog to share with the world few pieces of my life, to create links and share with other people from this...
ReplyDeleteThis blog is a part of my real life, my real feelings, my rel happiness, my real sadness...
This blog is a freedom space for me and for the other. Freedom is important.
Of course, people who leave me comments can make the choice to make them anonymous. I can understand that people don't want necessary glance from the other on them. But just because I am someone real, living in the real life, feeling real things, I would like when people leave anonymous comments on my blog that they could take time to send me an email to let me know who they are. People can see who I am and rect from that. I just wish the same with people. How should take words speaking about me from a person I don't know?
I think people love you because you're so honest and open about your feelings. Most people try to hide their feelings. It used to scare me to express who I was, fear of rejection, I guess.
ReplyDeleteThe rest was about me, my past feeling insecure, and finally realizing I was wrong being that way. I'm sorry for any confusion. You express yourself better than anyone I know.
I will say I'm new to this blog, just bear with me for a while. I won't be anonymous next time.
Thanks for your answer...
ReplyDeleteI think I am just trying to be me...with my good and my bad side, my hopes and my fears, to be a human in the middle of the other...
Just want at the end of my life to be able to look back at to think...maybe I did wrong things, maybe mistakes, but all I did I always did it with all my heart.
I really absolutely love this pic....
ReplyDeleteI absolutely love this pic...
ReplyDeleteBe yourself, just the way you have been and still are. I like this philosophical idea of we become who we are. To my opinion, you are just that: you express your emotions, your feelings, your tragedies and joys, you reflect on them and grow.. you are becoming who you are and there is something very humble, sweet, sexy and warm about all this. I like it. I want to be part of all this! perhaps because I am quite like you in some ways... I think a lot, always have for as long as I can remember... and like you, I do things with all my heart and soul!
Thanks Cécile...
ReplyDeleteI am trying...yes..trying.....
Just the idea that I would not look bak my lige in 30 years and to have to think I didn't try...